about me

Mon, 16 May 2005 00:39:25 GMT

okay its been so long!!!! I never want to but, i want to today. New Things: girlfriend, car, job, tying varder. first, i now have a new girlfriend, her name is amanda, and she's in my 2nd hour. Second, my dad just gave me his car, I have like unlimited access to it. Next, I got a job at McDonalds. Me heather, Kelsey, Callie, and a couple other people work there too. Finally, we tied varder! They are the BEST team in the state, and we tied them 0-0. I saved 2 pk's (penalty kicks). I am really happy right now. Comment if you read this, i would love to hear from all of you.

Much love <3333333
-Dan

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 04:25:53 GMT

wow, its been a month! I am so lazy its funny. So much has happened but i cant remember a thing. lol being drunk too much :) i had a crush on a girl named maddie in the beginning of third quarter, but she already liked someone else. its sucks but oh well, im happy for her. Thats the forth girl in a row who already liked someone. I want, no need alicia back. She was my heartbeat. Um what else??? oh ya i am still playing a lot of soccer. We won the championship last time and now we are in first in our division. I realized how much i've changed in the last year. Maturly no physically. I was a complete dick/asshole last year. Now i try to be nice to everyone i meet, and now i have like a trillion friends. lol i am such a happy person. well, i g2g for now.
Much Much love to all
<3333333
---Dan

p.s. alex are you happy now? hmmmmmmmmmm :)

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 00:22:14 GMT

you know what?
since your not updating
im updating for you

hmmm
"hi my name is dan
i use to have an obsession with alex
but i dont anymore
schools been good but i miss hanging out with her.
alex alex alex alex alex alex alex alex alex alex"

there we go thats a normal dan entry
(you have to say alex at least twice)

hehe

i <3 you daniel
alx

p/s i suddenly remembered your password :)

my apology

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 01:23:56 GMT

what do i do?
knowing that the girl I adore hates me.
my life has no meaning.
Through the couple months that I've known her,
my life has been great, i have a lot of new friends.
Gotten better with my family, and just feel better.
But, without her, it means nothing.
I should go back to the way i was.
alone, heartbroken, longing for that special thing.
Alex, you dont have to forgive me.
You never have to even look at me again.
But, please know, from the bottom of my heart,
i'm sorry.

<3 to anyone who cares

---Dan

bitter-sweet

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 05:54:27 GMT

there were some good things about today, and some bad. The bad is alex pretty much hates me, because i have no respect. I fucked it up bad. I dont want to get into to much detail though. The other bad thing is that i accidently flooded the basement yesterday, and i got my ps2, tv, fridge, dartboard, and my pillows taken away. IT SUCKS. Two good things happened today. One was that i saw constitine. The one with keanu reeves. It was awsome. The best thing though was the soccer. We won again, 2-0. Woo Hoo 6th shut out in 8 games! ( i am a goalie in case ur wondering, so it is good for me). because we won, we won the championship. I got a cool shirt that i'm gonna wear on monday. So today has been meh. Any suggestions, to help alex from not liking me? plz post. thats it, cant wait to see u all on monday. i love u all.

much love to alex and everyone else
<333
--Dan

today was cool

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 03:42:52 GMT

i woke up @ 1:00. That is kinda early for me. I am going to go get some ae clothes soon my mom said, but i dont believe her. I already have an outfit picked out. Someone who knows a lot about fashion helped pick it out. <33 to that person. me and alex went on a date today. I dont think she had a good time, but idk girls r too confusing. we had stir crazy, and saw boogeyman. The movie sucked, wasnt scary at all. i had fun though. Just being around her, could make a blind man see, if that makes scence. she is so great. Heather, welcome back from ur vacation. Your sis is so cute! that is all.

Much love to everyone!
<33333

---Dan

today is fun.

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 04:15:14 GMT

today was the best of the week so far. i played socom for 3 hours. I had to wake up @ 9:00 today. That was the only bad part. After that i had taco bell for lunch. Then i went to josh's house. Me, ian, tyler, and josh were there. chad wasnt, lol. We played ddr and hung around mostly. we are going to try to stay up all night. besides that, i love alex. And heather, you are just awsome.

Much love
<33333
--Dan

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 19:47:18 GMT

um... my life is pretty good right now. Except i dont know what i want in it. There are so many different paths you could choose, and i'm at the crossroads. There is only one thing i desire right now. Anyone who knows me, probably knows what it is. Great news, i think? lol. another one of my friends are bi. I swear maybe i should just be, so i would fit in more. j/k. Heather, who is that girl in ur lv, i like the short shorts. Alex, we are so doin something over this break, ok. my weekend has been pretty good so far. We won our soccer game 4-0. hell ya another shut out. 5 in 7 games. go me. We are guarenteed first place now, no matter what happens. I'm watching deuce biggalo male giggalo, and just got done watching shaun of the dead. I have no life, but i dont care. Thats all for today, comment if you have anything to say, plz.

much love to all
<333333333333

--Dan

p.s. Happy valentines Day to all. I love you all.

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 19:49:14 GMT

Why do i love you?
is it your hair that flows in the wind?
is it the way your eyes sparkle when i look in them?
Or, maybe it is because you are the most gorgeous thing that ive ever seen.
I love you from the bottom from my heart
Do you love me too?

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 02:37:21 GMT

i always lose track of stuff. I look at this site everyday, but i never update. Oh well, its not like anyone cares. My life is so confusing right now. I want to take a break from everything. Maybe i should just skip on monday. I'm kinda sad right now, cause i dont know what i want in life. Ive had all this time to think, but i never do anything about it. If anyone has any advice to make me happy, and make everything clear, plz tell me. I really need it. well, i guess thats all for now.

p.s. look at my awsome pic, wooo hoo napolean dynomite.

much love too all <333333333333333333333

Dan

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 01:28:38 GMT

wow, its been like a week since i've updated. I havent really done much though. I did pretty good on my exams(a's+b's). I saw electra on friday, ooooo it was good. There was a girl on girl kiss. mm mm yummy. I'm kinda stressed out right now, because we have to do a presentation @ pine tree tomorrow, and we have no idea what we're doin. FUCK. my classes are finally good this quarter. I got team sports 2, debate, jewery making, and physical science. so if anyone has the same classes tell me plz. Thats it i guess. see u all tomorrow (maybe).

<3333 much love to all
Dan

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 00:02:41 GMT

wow, today sucked. Somedays i have really good luck, and like today, i have really unluckly days. Ok, i'll go through it all. First, i got up at 530 and stubbed my toe getting out of bed. Then stepped on my cat as i was coming out of the shower. Later at school, i got tackled twice by josh. It didnt hurt that bad, but now we arent even gonna use it. uuuuuggg. After, alex eith blew me off ( not in the good way) lol, or she just forot. When i got home, i had to clean the whole house because my parents are pissed at me for no reason. and no i couldnt take a nap after because i stayed up till 11 last night. Finally, we are having some shit dinner that i have never liked. So if anyone has had a worse day i want to know please. I dont usally wear my emotion on my sleeves, but there is always a first time for everything. well see u all tomorrow.

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 19:21:31 GMT

3rd hour was fun today. Except joe kept hitting me U ASS. j/k. Everyone in my 3rd hour is awsome. Alex i dont know if u know or not, but i think u got some perfect tits. I just had to tell you before this quarter ended. Anywho besides all that, life is good. I got a game on saturday. We are vs. Varder. They are the best team in the nation in our league. (thats good). Um, i guess thats all i got to say for now. I'll talk to u all l8er.

P.S. reply if u want to, but u dont have to.

<333 much love to all
--Dan

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 23:15:56 GMT

its been a while since i posted. Um, christmas was sweet, I got a ps2 finally, with that i got BURNOUT3, socom2, nfl 2k5, GTA VC, and a golf game. I got a lot of clothes from my parents and grandparents. I got this one shirt that im gonna wear on monday, that says " its all fun and games until someone loses a weiner. It has 3 guys cookin hotdogs on a campfire wit sticks, and one guys hot dogs fell in. I also got a fleece blanket that my mom made. They are the warmest thing to sleep in ever! I got a riply's believe it or not book and guiness book of world records too. Um, napolian dynamite and dodgeball. and my sister got me the new eminem cd. So ya it was a pretty good christmas. Alex, i miss u so much, it is driving me crazy not being able to see u or talk to u. and in ur journal, u know that i'd always catch u. So, that is about it. Im looking forward to monday when i can see u all again. Peace out.

<333
dan

TODAY SUCKED

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 23:37:57 GMT

wow i fucked it up wit the girls i had a little chance with. Danielle is so pissed off at me because Heather called her a bitch and that i dont like her. She thinks i told heather to say it for me. Also i dont think alex likes me because we were talking in a little group, and she walks off wit jake witout even saying good bye. Now isnt that a fun way to spend the day right before break starts! Tomorrow i give alex her presen, but i dont think it'll matter much. Still i hope she likes it. Well thats all for my fun filled day.

much love to all <33
---Dan

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 03:02:34 GMT

I finally got all my christmas shopping done today. I got something for almost everyone i know. I also had a soccer game today, it was the first one i've had in like 2 months. I actually did good today. Tomorrow is gonna be blah. I have to go to my grandmas for a little party. She live 3 hours away!! Oh well i still get a lot of presents. I cant wait till wendsay, when i give everyone their stuff. I got something really good for alex. It cost a lot though. Well thats all for today.

---Dan

Today was an ok day

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 18:10:04 GMT

A lot of things are going on in my life right now. Between my parents and i arguing all the time, and schoollife. Its driving me crazy. I feel so bad for alex, so has gone through so much in the past week and i hope she gets throught it ok without her hurting herself. She has stopped eating, but i think its going to stop soon. Other than that, today was pretty fun. Me joe and josh took a video camera around the school and was playing around with it. Lunch sucked, i wasnt really hungry, and i didnt feel like talking much. So thats about it, cant wait till christmas.

---Dan

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 19:51:34 GMT

Today was a lot better. I found out that she doesn't think i'm a complete loser. I still dont think she likes me as i like her, but we're still friends. I really hope that i get a chance one more time, but i dont think its going to happen. She also likes this Jake guy. I dont know a lot about him. Hes nice so i guess i can see how she likes him. I wish she would like me but what can you do. Oh well. Alex, please please ONE MORE CHANCE.

even harder

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 00:43:04 GMT

Today i am a little better. But, i still feel like a retard. There is good news though, school is tomorrow. I finally get to see alex in person again. I dont know if she knows how hard this is for me. But then i think that no one does. I tried to chase her once she left the stairs. She said once never let a girl walk away. I tried not to, but with my luck she did. I tried thats all i can say. Now i have to face the consequences of being two seconds too slow. Anyonw who reads this, i need your help. What do i have to do to get her back. I love her so much.

---Dan

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 16:45:06 GMT

Last night was one of the worst nights I've ever had. I got 2 hours of sleep the whole time. All i was doing was thinking about her. If i wasn't such a retard, i would be ok. But, no i'm just a little fag who cant say yes to a girl on a staircase. Alex i'm sorry for being me. But plz give me one more chance. I love you from the bottom of my heart.

---Dan